12/18/2010

Xmas Vacation

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Finals are done and no assignments, HELL YEAH!!! This going to be a great christmas vacation!!!

So anyways, this counts as xmas vacation day #1 and it is practically... BORING! With most of my family members, except for my dad, gone to Palawan for vacation. I was left here the whole afternoon with nothing to do except walk around, read a couple of books and just play some PC games.

Well anyways, nothing much, still not able to write poems and still procrastinating as to writing my works. Hahaha, I'm such a lazy guy. Oh well, I hope I get to improve myself...

P.S. Forgot to mention, since I'm practically bored to death here, if any one of you (referring to my friends) are vacant and wanna just chill out and wanna hang out for sometime, just let me know. Thanks!!!

12/05/2010

Things to Ponder...

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Got the chance today to type what's in my mind again after quite some time. Well, I hope that the few minutes that I spend here putting down my thoughts wouldn't be a waste. I hope that these things would be answered by the future me in a few years time. So for the future me: HOPE YOU GOT THE ANSWERS!!! XD

Well so far, Thing to Ponder #1 would be the quite intriguing fact of whether being in cream class is better or not. At first, we'd say cream class, but after a few minutes (or years, in my case), you begin to question that answer. What I find intriguing is that even after 4 years of being together, the people of the cream class still have their rifts and boundaries. That I can prove with me being the witness to it all - the divisions within the 20+ people, the disunity of ideas, etc. Personally, I don't like criticizing them, cause it just feels wrong, but seeing them like that and not talking about it, that's something more wrong.
They've been together for like 4 years, and still they have not figured out how to work with each other; while me on the other hand, found that people in regular classes find socializing and even unity easier despite the larger numbers. Well, guess they'll always be smart people, only to become wise when they learn that there's more in life than competition of knowledge.

So setting that aside, I got Thing to Ponder #2, which relates to my love life. I already told myself to stop thinking bout N~, but still I keep on doing the stuff that I should have restricted myself to. How can I move on when my body doesn't actually allow me to??

After that brief question comes Thing to Ponder #3 - Am I never to taste the flame of mutual love?? I know I'm not the best, smartest, or coolest guy around but come on, I do my BEST! Every time I try to court a girl, with every method that I have tried so far, the ending is always an inevitable "I-never-get-the-girl" scenario. Oh well, guess I'll never know when, but I hope that someday, this solitude will end. After all, hopeless romantics are usually the ones who find the purest of love. XD

So guess that ends my rant... Gotta go get busy again... Sigh....