What the O???

Yeah, you got that right. What the O??? But wait, what does the big big 'O' stand for?? Well, it is actually the "yearly welcoming ritual" of Ateneo de Manila University's freshmen - OrSem (probably short for Orientation Seminar). It's supposed to be a 3-day celebration or what not (from June 9 - 11).

I heard that it WILL BE a lot of fun for me since it WAS a lot of fun for the previous batches of freshmen. So the question: "Dude, why are you getting worked up on something as cool and fun as OrSem?"

Well, the answer to that is really quite simple. Yeah, sure I don't really like the time or the required color of t-shirt I have to wear, but those I can tolerate. What I can't stand is that I'll be in a big big group of people and if you guys don't know me, I'm very very very anti-social when it comes to big big groups. I'm the type of guy who prefers 1-on-1 talks, hangouts and other stuff. If encountered w/ a big big group, I tend to shut up and stay in corner to do my thing or I try to find other people like me (hope I do find some on that day).

And one other thing, corny games and stuff like sing-along the campfire, rock on the stage, party 'til you drop activities aren't really the top things that I like. Sure, you may think of me as a plain and boring guy as of now, but I don't really care. This is me and I don't think that I need to change because of college. 

Ok so guess I'm done ranting. Then again, since I am only human, I might be mistaken on my preconceptions but yeah, this is what I feel about it. Oh darn, I'm starting to complain like a youngster... Hahaha, I don't mind, I'll just wait for those days to come knocking on my door but I won't be anxiously waiting for them. Hope that I won't really be creating much trouble there.

The Closing Chapter...

Hm... to be quite honest, I don't really know why I'm using this blog again but hey, guess I must write to convey my feelings out, even if there's probably no one else who reads this. Oh well, this is my emotions' sanctuary after all...

Anyways, college life is just a few weeks away and technically I still don't know my class schedule in Ateneo de Manila University and it pretty much sucks for me because I really am anxious to know when are my vacancies so that I can catch up with my friends. Then again, I'm not just anxious about my schedule but about my life as well because since it's college and all, there'll be new crowds, new stuff, and not to mention new shituations so yeah... I'm kind of worried for myself.

And of course, I'm worried about my life ahead. I mean, I'm not much of a future thinker, but I sometimes imagine what kind of life I'd want to have in the future. Like having a job that pretty much gives me enough time to stay at home with my very own family, or thinking bout not having kids for a few months just to extend the romance period, or where will I ever end up if in case everything all goes down the drain - Stuff like that.

So anyways that's it, feeling a bit better. Probably will have another update on or after June 6 because that's when my schedule's coming out. Stay cool everyone! :)

Will Never Be Numb...

Well when I never thought that I'd ever get to write a poem after a very long while without writing one, I got to write one. This one kind of suddenly popped out while I was typing a potentially-something-to-be-posted on my Facebook wall. So after a very long while, I'm very pleased to present my 38th poem, Will Never Be Numb (click here).

Here's the usual preview (as always):

Rain drowns away the dirt
    Burn away the heat it may,
Solemn be the entire scene
    But pain always will remain.


So that's it, please do leave a comment or two. I'd really appreciate that. Thanks a lot. :)